遇见.. Foregather..

人们常说，
在对的时间，
遇见对的人，
就是爱情。
错的时间，
遇见错的人，
就是自作多情。
我曾经以为把感觉，
完全转移去别人身上，
就能彻底忘记对妳的思念。
原来把感情压抑，
是自欺欺人的做法，
对妳的思念，
让我觉得很迷茫。
这几天一直坚持着，
不放弃去找人代替妳，
却被拒绝得心灰意冷，
感觉不开心是否能找妳谈，
还是应该说敢找妳谈吗？
如果说找人代替妳是错的，
难道我必须一直伤害大家，
才是唯一的办法吗？
该遇到总会遇到，
命中注定就是命中注定，
不必勉强自己做自己不开心做的。
这样想，
对吗？
People always said that,
meet the right one,
in the right time,
that is love..
meet the wrong one,
in the wrong time,
that is suffer..
Used i'm thought transfer the feeling to other,
is the only way and the better way,
to forget what i'm feel on you..
Although i'm tried to hide my feeling,
but there is only lie to people and lie to self,
what i'm feel on you,
is only will made me feel lost..
keep insist on find some one replace you,
but so many days,
get rejected just made me feel more unhappy,
feel down can find you to talk,
or do i dare find you to talk?
If find some one to replace you is wrong,
is that mean must hurt us each other continue like this,
is the only way?
If i'm must meet you like this,
that is because my fate wan't me to face that,
if there is my fate then i'm will and try to accept it..
Should be ok,
if i'm thinking like that?

Hey, if you read this means you're ok.. I'm dream you again without reason, in the dream you're quite bad feeling again.. I'm worry that will happen in reality, but i'm same dare not drop you message, if anything happen please be tough, we can always stay beside each other, that what you telling me.. If what happen in the dream is absolutly reverse with reality, then you will be happiness and sweet, i'm hope that is actually and already happen.. Take care dumb2, drink much water of the badness weather..

Midnight 00:44,
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寂寞.. Always alone..

一直主动取悦别人，
但后来反而被冷落。
这就是被拒绝的情形吗？
不管我多么想，
当单方面的去想，
最后被伤害的，
还都只是自己罢了。
一直想说，
不如再试一次吧，
但是却一直失败，
我是一个人类，
失败久了我还是会感到疲累。
想像以前那样，
不开心就找妳聊天，
要妳借个肩膀来靠下，
可是却回不去以前。
身体累了就好好休息，
如果我的心累了呢？
Keep be active to find someone,
but someone is no care..
Is it normal after get rejected?
No matter how much i'm hoping,
there is only exchange dissapointed,
feel hurting,
is the only feel for my self..
Keep telling self,
try last for this,
but same failed in the end,
i'm a human fresh,
will feel tired much also if get reject much..
Hope can like last time,
when i'm feel down can find you chatting,
ask you borrow me your shoulder to rely,
but that is the past..
If can rest when body is feel tired,
what if my heart is tired too?

Morning 08:08,
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By Yht..