寂寞.. Always alone..

一直主动取悦别人，
但后来反而被冷落。
这就是被拒绝的情形吗？
不管我多么想，
当单方面的去想，
最后被伤害的，
还都只是自己罢了。
一直想说，
不如再试一次吧，
但是却一直失败，
我是一个人类，
失败久了我还是会感到疲累。
想像以前那样，
不开心就找妳聊天，
要妳借个肩膀来靠下，
可是却回不去以前。
身体累了就好好休息，
如果我的心累了呢？
Keep be active to find someone,
but someone is no care..
Is it normal after get rejected?
No matter how much i'm hoping,
there is only exchange dissapointed,
feel hurting,
is the only feel for my self..
Keep telling self,
try last for this,
but same failed in the end,
i'm a human fresh,
will feel tired much also if get reject much..
Hope can like last time,
when i'm feel down can find you chatting,
ask you borrow me your shoulder to rely,
but that is the past..
If can rest when body is feel tired,
what if my heart is tired too?

Morning 08:08,
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