Day Six - Waiting, the Anxiety

Anxiety,
is a feeling of fear,
worry and uneasiness,
they will fear alone,
worry something important to them has been taken,
at the end,
they will feel unaesiness in every moment..
i'm afraid i'm get the Anxiety..

Waiting,
i'm always do that from last time,
waiting of your visit,
waiting of your reply,
or waiting of your care..
That is suffer to the person whose waiting,
because there may can't get any respond..
The ppl whose was waiting,
they will leave alot reason,
to support they keep doing the silly thing..

Everytimes i'm was waiting,
i'm will give myself alot of reason,
you may busy,
you may doing something,
to let myself can keep waiting,
but when i'm figure out that,
actually you're never care about,
there maybe because you're just put away the phone,
and forgot the is someone else waiting..

I'm dare not to finding you,
there because afraid to find out actually,
you're never care about that,
for you maybe there just a small case,
because the person whose waiting,
are totally nothing to you..
But for the person that was suffer,
they will keep thinking what you doing,
they will lying themself,
after they did that again and again,
and there will be anxiety..

I'm afraid the happiness is no longer with me,
smiling is simple for a child,
but when you're grow up,
you will notice that,
not easy to smile with hapiness..
That is the end,
i'm afraid that will made me lost my mind..
Suffering and suffering,
there is no longer a human be..

26th October 2013,
Day of alone,
By Kenny Yht..