Day Three - The Begin

Time: 01:30 A.M.  Date: 23th October, 2013

Time for right now,
should be rely on bed,
but i couldn't sleep again..
Mind was non-stop working,
even if i'm trying to stop,
but it's still functionary..

That is a most magical system of human body,
it's came to you when you're on the 'Down' mode..
The unhappy memories is run out one by one,
they enjoyable on you suffering,
they see what you're not wanna to remind it,
and they're laughing..
Weird huh, so they're..

Last night was a failed day,
you came out again and again,
i'm telling myself more then thousand time,
'Forget everything, you must to',
but that is still not working..
The time was moving,
Tick Tok Tick..
But i'm still standing in the zero point,
no matter how many times i'm was telling that to move on,
but i'm still here,
it's the beginning is most harder part?
What if the second step?

People tell me that,
sometimes you're holding it hard,
just will let you miss something better,
try to let go..
Said it,
always easy then doing,
if i could,
i'm done that 4 years ago..
It's i'm cant do that,
or i'm not wish to do that,
i'm not sure,
Just let the time help me make a choose..

Wish today really is a begin,
and the future will that also,
thank you the friend whose accompany me tonight,
without you,
i'm think can't pass last night..
Thank you for understanding my suffer,
wish you have a sweet life..

Good Night,
For you and her..

Time: 01:50 A.M. of Today..