Alone

Since let you know i'm not gonna ignore you,
I'm knew you won't come here anymore..
Should i'm feel sad?
You tell me when i'm ignore you,
you feel not happy at all,
did you think about,
i'm felt that everytimes you find me,
and leave me without any notice?

What i'm suppose to do,
if ignore by someone she said she care about?
Yeah maybe you're very busy,
but could you tell me that i'm busy right now?
You know that feel? 
The feel i'm hope to tell you i'm miss you,
but you're never care..
I'm was feel suffer,
did follow my heart is a bad move?
Even i'm knew that but i'm still choosing..
Do you think fun if everynite dream someone,
been awakened and has to sleep back..
And it's repeat and repeat..

I'm really hope i'm dare to ask you,
why you still tooks me as friend even know i'm have feel on you?
Why don't just like other people did,
ignore this guy and let him suffer alone..
You never know that because of you,
i'm can't sleep well,
i'm can't eat well,
even the smiling i'm can't done..
I'm easy to cry,
but i'm finally understand what means of,
wish to cry but no tears..
There is something stuck on my heart,
i'm dunno who can tell,
there is really really pain..
I'm can't breathing..
I'm feel heavy to carry my feeling!
I'm should hate you,
but why i'm can't have the feel of hated..
What going on me?
Why wanna tell all about no one is reading!
I'm no longer be myself,
you changed me,
i'm no longer can be smile..
Because i'm was miss you very much..
You never care about,
becauae i'm just a friend and not him..