想.. Think..

在下笔前，
犹豫了半小时有多，
不知道自己该写什么，
因为我变得很迷茫，
我不应该坚持了，
我应该放手了，
还是怎样了。
Before i'm was begin write this page,
i'm was hesitant around half hour,
i'm don't know what should write,
i'm feel completely confused,
i'm should not holding on,
i'm should let go,
or what i'm should..

一位朋友告诉我说，
我必须学习原谅和放弃，
和妳做朋友是没有错的，
但是不再做太亲密的朋友，
我必须知道我认识妳太久了，
不可能做到忘记与忽略妳，
我也不应该担忧和投诉了，
因为我这样做只会更加忘不了，
必须知道这不容易和需要时间，
不会一会儿就好，
需要慢慢的慢慢的复原，
所以加油和别放弃这念头。
(Original by Para2 and copy by Me)
u need to learn how to forgive and forget
nothing wrong to be friends with her
don't have to be close friends
but u know her long time d how can u forgot and ignore
and u need to stop worrying and complaining
the more u do that the more u can't forget
i know it's not easy but u also know need time
won't suddenly make u better d
but slowly slowly u can
so jiayou don't give up =)

突然觉得我好累好累，
想念妳让我觉得太累，
是的我背负一块石头，
我不知道能否抛开它，
我只是希望能吃得下，
睡得着，
就这么简单而已，
身心已经太过疲累了，
让我觉得太难去撑住，
如果我真的忘记就算，
不能我也是没办法了。
I'm feel tired very very,
miss you let me too tired,
yea i'm carry a big stone,
i'm don't know can throw it or not,
i'm just hope in future i'm can eat,
i'm can sleep,
just that simple i'm need,
my body and soul was very tired,
let me feel hard to continue living,
if i'm could forgot then just that,
if not then i'm out of any way..

Feel tired and should can sleep well,
but carry to much heavy,
let me feel tired and can't rest,
what i'm holding,
what i'm hoping,
what i'm trying,
who am i?

Midnight 03:35,
Page 10,
by Kenny Yht..