抱憾.. Apologetic..

每个人一定会犯错，
重点在于可否能补偿，
以前曾经犯了一次过错，
导致现在也还会感到歉然，
最近又一次犯错，
觉得自己是无法原谅，
不是怕妳不原谅我，
而是我无法原谅自己了。
Everyone human will did the mistake,
the point is can be forgive by or not,
i'm did a mistake before,
made i'm feel sorry even now,
i'm did that mistake again now,
i'm feel i'm unforgivable,
not worry you're not forgive,
it's about i'm can't forgive myself..

曾经答应不再丢下妳不管,，
可是现在却对妳做出这样的事情，
不但让自己觉得非常内疚，
甚至觉得自己不再适合当妳朋友，
失去了妳这位朋友，
我的心很难受，
但是我明白如果我继续假装，
不但伤害妳更加深，
我还怕会做出更可怕的事情，
虽然心里很痛，
但是更害怕伤害妳后那种心痛。
I'm was promise never drop you alone,
but i'm did that to you again now,
i'm not only feel guilty,
i'm feel be ashamed to be your friend anymore,
lost a friend as you,
i'm feel very painful and sadness,
but i'm has to understand if i'm keep pretend,
no only will hurting you more deeply,
i'm afraid will did something more terrible,
no matter how pain was my heart,
i'm more afraid the pain after hurting you..

虽然我不知道你是否还会在意，
但是对我来说，
就算妳的一个早安晚安，
对我来说比任何事情还要开心，
在默默的离开之后，
我就得学习如何不为妳的伤心而伤心，
因为如果我继续这样，
我只会更加的伤心难过，
甚至无法忘记对妳的感觉。
Although i'm not know you care or not,
but what for me is,
even if a Good Morning or Good Night,
will let me feel happiness whole day,
after leave without Good Bye,
i'm know i'm has to learn how to not feel sad of your sadness,
because if i'm keep feeling that,
i'm will only continue sadness,
even can't forgot what i'm feel on you..

Please forgive a selfish idiot,
because he trying let you happiness,
no matter the way he use was wrong,
the point of him only wanna,
to see the Angel carry the smile again..

Something after did, can't be fixed with sorry..
Because i'm broke the heart, only feel apologetic in my life..
Night 21:05,
Page 5,
by Kenny Yht (I'm Sorry)