寂寞.. Lonely..

今天我小妹毕业了，
去了她学院观礼，
看到她矮矮的身影，
穿着那大大的毕业袍，
感觉很温馨，
内心却苗起妳的身影，
真是百感交杂。
Today is graduation of my beloved sister,
went to her college and go to the ceremory,
looking of her short2 body,
wearing the big2 graduation robe,
feel very warm,
but you appear into my mind,
really feel a lot in mind..

一个人思考一个问题，
如果我是爱妳，
我应该照你所说，
放下所有然后做回朋友，
但是不可能是如今，
因为我知道我是对妳有感觉，
如果我假装没事，
最后我还是放不开，
毕竟现在我是伤害了妳和我。
I'm was thinking some thing,
if i'm was really love you,
i'm should follow what you're saying,
let it go and be friend again fresh,
but impossible be right now,
i'm knew feel on you right now,
if i'm pretend nothing,
at the last i'm still can't let go,
After all i'm still hurting both of us..

我知道妳很想帮助我，
但是这不是适合的时候，
因为妳对我好，
反而让我觉得很难释怀，
有时候我会很想妳，
但是我都尽量的控制，
虽然一直寻找朋友倾诉，
但是好像没什么帮助，
也去换了一个新发型，
希望有一个新的开始，
当有一天我不再想念妳，
就是我们从新当朋友的时候。
I'm know you hope to help me,
but this is not really a good time,
because when you treat me good,
will made me feel more hard to let go,
yea i'm will miss you always,
but i'm must trying to control self,
although i'm always find friend to release my feel,
but it's look like not helpfull,
i'm also change a new hair style,
hope that will have a new begin,
if there were a day i'm no longer miss you,
maybe that was the day we be friend again..

Say one but did two,
I'm the people quite emo,
Gonna made me feel mad,
Hoping may change everything..

Night 22:08,
Page 10-01,
by Kenny Yht..