疲累.. Tired..

首先我要谢谢妳还关心我，
也谢谢妳亲手为我做的礼物，
我感到很温馨也很开心，
我也读了妳给我的信，
也读了妳的回忆录。
First i'm wanna to say thank you for still care about me,
and also thank for your the hand made present,
i'm feel happy and warm,
i'm read the letter you wrote,
i'm read your memories too..

我明白知道妳希望我放弃，
我明白知道妳希望我活的好好，
我明白知道妳希望我们当朋友，
我明白知道妳希望一切从头来过，
妳知道吗，
如果我想放弃我几年前就做了，
我希望妳明白，
妳曾经做到的不代表我也能，
妳不是我，
妳不知道这世上有人会这样，
明知道会伤害自己，
但是就是不能放过自己。
I'm understand and knew you hope me let go,
I'm understand and knew you hope me living better,
I'm understand and knew you hope we could start fresh,
I'm understand and knew you hope everything be zero,
but you has to know,
If i'm wanna do that i'm did few year ago,
i'm hope you understand that too,
it's did by you but not mean can by me,
you not me,
you never know the world got people fool as me,
i'm knew it's hurting self,
but i'm just can't let myself go..

其实我真的感到疲累了，
不但我身体觉得很累，
我的心也感到非常累了，
我不知道我还坚持什么，
如果将来我真的找到一个我爱的人，
也许我会真正忘记对妳的感觉，
妳别再对我好可以吗？
我已经说了，
别对我太好，
我会以为妳喜欢我的，
妳可以忽略我对妳的感觉，
但是求求妳别要我放开，
说放下的人很多，
但是做得到的人不多，
如果妳还当我是朋友的话，
妳就应该远离我，
而不是表示希望我振作，
妳越这样我就会越难受，
对不起。
I'm really feel tired,
not only feel on my body,
even my heart also feel tired very,
i'm don't know what i'm holding for,
but if future i'm found some one i'm really love,
i'm maybe can forgot what i'm feel on you,
Please don't treat me good like now okay?
I'm said that before,
don't treat me so good,
i'm will though you feel on me,
you may can ignore my feel on you,
but please don't ask me let it go,
people said that was many,
but not many can done that,
if you still take me as a friend,
you should leave me,
not hoping what you hope,
when you did this i'm just feel more suffer,
I'm Sorry..

Tired not only feel on body,
is signal from my heart,
why would that,
because i'm don't know what Love is,
Love people was suffer,
Loving by people also suffer,
I'm don't hope to feel love some one anymore..
I'm hope the emotion will be taken by GOD..

Night 22:40,
Page 9,
by Kenny Yht..