So what..

Sigh,
i'm know i'm loser,
act like a kid,
trying to holding something not belong to,
so what,
that is me..

Ya im telling you again the feeling,
and trying to ignore you again,
so will you care?
You know about my feeling,
i'm also not plan to change anymore,
just let it,
you know there someone always think about you,
if you want just find me,
just do what ever you wan't,
because i'm not care anymore,
you know i'm feel on you,
no matter what,
that just only is my feel..

I'm trying force myself forgot all about you,
that is very fool,
now i won't do that,
you took me as friend that is your feeling,
what i'm feel just let me,
you may not going find me anymore,
i'm care but i'm won't force you to care about me,
just let me be the world most dumb person,
waiting the impossible become possible..
No matter sadness or hapiness,
i'm has to face alone,
this is the way i'm choosing,
so i'm should ready to face it..
No matter the future how will,
i'm need to do that,
because i'm know even if now i'm forgot about you,
there just is another lie,
you already live in my memories..
Yea this is the most foolish decision,
will made me more suffer,
maybe im be a happy person in past life,
so i'm has to pay back this life..
No matter how hard the way im taking,
i'm will figure out the better way,
i'm done this at the past,
so i'm sure can do that again in future,
you may not read this,
but i'm telling you this,
Yeah i'm falling on you..
This is my feel and i'm can't do anything..

The final decision,
by Kenny Yht..