I'm need sometimes,
time for what?
I'm tot can force myself to calm down,
actually it's not gonna happen..
Can someone forget the feeling?
I'm trying to,
but i'm notice that only way,
is forgot everything about you..
I'm knew that you're never read,
all of this just my over thinking..
I'm trying to force myself leave you alone,
i'm breaking the promise,
but will you care?
There is always have a people,
tell me that,
don't think too much,
she never care about it,
you're making trouble to her..
SIGH,
I'm should stop this?
I'm cant really find a better way to release my feeling..
I'm hope that you're really never come,
there will let me feel better,
because you're really never care about all of my..
1st November 2013,
the Day of ...
By Kenny Yht..
從小學3年開始、我就沒有離開過、只是已經沒有人在了。
6 years ago
The person that says she doesn't care knows nothing. If she does, will you let her? or will you just continue avoiding her? Know that she once went through what you are going through now. Those times, she chose not to tell you and went through it herself. Saying she doesn't understands how you are feeling is wrong. She felt it first. So don't judge what you can't see..
ReplyDeleteThe person really know ntg, because he just a dumb..
DeleteWhat you hope he did, he try to hide the emotion, but that not him, he couldn't hide anything..
Even if he wanna try to pretend ntg happen, but at the end he also fail that..
Did you know how he pass the last few year? pretend ntg happen, hide all he feel.. try to ignore someone is foolish happen..
Sigh, he really know ntg..
What you expect he can do? he tell what his feel, yea maybe there he still hiding something like, she nvr care..
ReplyDeleteWhat if he trying to lie himself to feeling better, yea there maybe is quite funny joke, even if he know her care, so?
or you expect every morning send a msg to her and tell her the truely feeling? because he care her that why he trying to hide everyting on her..
Why the person avoiding 4year ago and do it again, 4year ago the person pass his most suffer life, he know even if his feel weird on her but also impossible, because they live in different world, why he tell that to her right now? because she came live here, he wanna her know that after 4year this dumb was still same, what her expect this guy to do? He worry about will made her feel badly, so he choose to hiding and drop all the feeling on here, why he expect her never come and care, because he lying like that will feel better, he just want her to happy anywhere and anytime..
So, even now he know her care, so what he can do? nothing, yea he could do many, but he will made her feeling bad, you want him do not avoiding her? okay.. just fine me, if you could pass how we talk like last time, i can control myself was a joke, yea im know ntg, because you never told me, so im guess, guessing the no matter right or wrong thing.. Even if know that you care, what i can do? samething.. owe you in the past life..