我爱.. I'm Loving..

早上起来时，
梦到了妳，
所以今天过得不好，
总觉得心情烦闷，
真的很想就这样离开，
不写部落格，
不再关心一切，
离开这个地方。
In the morning,
dream of you again,
so today i'm knew not a good day,
feel very emo today,
i'm really hope just leave like that,
no more blogger,
no more care anything about,
leave this place forever..

想起一个问题，
就是我到底能爱吗？
我曾被批评不能爱人，
因为我爱自己多于爱人，
我是一个自私的人，
只会围绕自己思考，
是否以后我不爱任何人，
我就可以不再伤害人？
我到底是一个什么人？
A question appear to my mind,
it's i'm can love someone else?
I'm was been criticism can't love someone,
i'm love self more then the people i'm loving,
i'm just a selfish person,
that thinking only self,
is it i'm don't loving anyone else,
that i'm won't hurt other people anymore?
What kind of person i am?

朋友说我，
你就别想她了啦，
越想你就越难受，
我明明知道，
但是却做不到，
真是一个大白痴。
Friend was saying me like that,
you really need to stop thinking it,
more you think just will more suffer,
i'm knew that clearly,
just i'm can't done it,
i'm really is a bigger fool in the world..

Left four more day,
that should be the day of i'm born to world,
if there got a time machine,
i'm hope there is no ME..

Night 20:13,
Page 13,
by Kenny Yht..