我..？ Me..?

今天心情非常复杂，
早上起的很早，
知道今天又有点想妳，
其实我不是不知道，
妳对我算很好了，
但是我却不肯听妳的，
有时我觉得很对不起妳，
有时我觉得对不起自己。
Today i'm feel very complicated,
awakened very early,
knew that i'm miss you again,
actually i'm knew that,
you treat me was very good,
but i'm never follow what you said,
sometimes i'm feel sorry to you,
sometimes i'm feel sorry to self..

朋友为我准备了生日，
但是我却开心不起来，
因为我知道我想的是妳，
我期待着妳的祝福，
我知道自己很自私，
为了自己却不为妳着想，
我知道妳在乎我感受，
所以我把自己搞得不开心，
我也不知道为什么。
Friend prepare a birthday dinner for me,
but i'm can't arting i'm happy at all,
because i'm knew i'm miss you,
i'm waithing your wishing,
i'm knew i'm selfish very,
all i'm think just for self and never for you,
i'm knew you care about me,
that why i'm made self unhappy,
i'm don't know why i'm did this..

距离生日越来越近，
也怕希望变成奢望，
我知道妳珍惜友情，
但是我不想再骗妳，
这几年我假装很花心，
其实我从没对别人动心过，
我知道妳对我没感觉过，
现在不会有，
将来更不会，
但是我真的不能控制自己，
我不管做什么，
都会无缘无故想到妳，
我知道妳看后会不开心，
但是我希望妳明白，
傻子心里怎么想，
因为傻子想哭，
却没有肩膀可以靠，
如果我是长大了，
也许我应该学习孤单吧。
My birthday was near,
i'm fear the hope become fake,
i'm knew you treasure our friendship,
but i'm don't wan't to lie on you,
i'm pretend kao lui everytimes,
but i'm never do and feel on other at all,
i'm knew you never feel on me,
not now,
and not will happen in future also,
but i'm cant control self,
no matter what i'm doing,
will made me think all about you,
i'm knew after you read will feel unhappy,
but i'm hope you to know,
what this fooler thinking,
this fooler wanna to cry,
but there is no more shoulder to rely on,
if i'm wanna grow up,
i'm need to learn face lonely alone..

When dinner,
friend said something,
this is not me,
i'm feel,
who am i and,
what am i before now?

I'm miss the day dummy n ah moi give suprise to RaRe..
Most happiness memory but that not gonna happen..
Because RaRe did something hurt both..
He no longer can be back who he was..
Sigh, miss you =')

Midnight 03:15,
Page 15, 
by Kenny Yht..