可以…陪我吗? Can you..accompany me?

忍住了泪水那么久，
在眼眶里徘徊，
终于落下了。
我以为我找到人代替妳，
很开心不用伤害妳，
因为我对她拥有对妳那种感觉，
但是却是一场梦境。
她只是一种错觉，
从头到尾我都自作多情，
别人对我根本就普通朋友。
好想打给妳说，
我想她了喔，
就像我当初想妳般。
是因为我把她当成是妳吗？
是因为我的人本身有问题吗？
为什么，
我选择都是错的？
难道一个在乎我，
也希望我在乎她的女生不存在吗？
男生再怎么能撑，
在失去自己爱的人鼓励，
他实在很难撑下去，
我想告诉妳，
我倒了，
可以陪我说话吗？
我…
很不开心也失去活下去的力量。
Hey =)
I'm need someone to talk..
Could you accompany like last time we did?
The tears playing at my eye for a long times,
i'm feel happy finally found someone is have same feeling on you,
But all is wrong,
she just treat me as a normal friend,
hope can call you and said,
hey, i'm miss her..
Why will like this,
Just because i'm take her as you?
Or the problem is happen on me this people?
Why...
all my choose is wrong deeply..?
Is it there is not exist for a gal i'm care always,
and she care me too,
is it do not exist in this world?
No matter how tough of a man,
when he keep losing all the cheer up from his loving person,
he will already feel to give up,
i'm wanna let you know,
i'm very pain and fall,
i'm tired and lost my energy to survive..
Can..
I'm find you just for a talk?

=) smiling just for showing, whose will know actually my heart is bleeding.. I'm know this is harder time for me, but i'm lost my energy to fight.. Heh, i'm tired.. Man, is a harder job for me.. =')

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