算吧.. Let it bah..

很多时候想，
不如就这样算吧。
我不再写下去，
妳也别再在乎我。
这几天我真的很低落，
不知为何心里很沉闷，
对妳的思念，
让我觉得疲累不堪，
感觉自己快崩溃了。
一直寻找战斗的动力，
却发现自己还在迷失当中。
不止一次又一次的，
去阻止自己找妳，
虽然可以阻止成功，
但是真的很怕自己会失败。
以前妳会陪我聊天，
但知道我非常不开心时，
可是这一切都已经是过去了。
别说妳还会不会找我，
就连我还能不能和妳聊天，
都已经是一个疑问了。
我是个傻瓜，
不管命运还要玩弄我多久，
我只想说，
我想妳想得很疲累了，
就这样算吧好不好？
Thinking many times with that,
why don't just leave it like that..
No more blog for me,
and no more caring for you..
This few day feel very down without reason,
feel very upset and trouble in my heart,
miss you,
made me tired very,
and falling down anytimes..
Keep finding the force for fighting in my life,
at the end notice that i'm still lost in somewhere..
Trying to stop my self find you,
keep stoping and repeat,
although can still sucess right now,
but really afraid will lost control some days..
Last time you will find me to talk,
when you knew i'm very down,
but all of this just happen in past..
Beside the question about would you find me or not,
there still have a bigger trouble is,
will i'm able talk to you in this situation..
I'm just a fool,
no matter how long fate wan't to playing me again,
i'm just wan't to say,
i'm really tired of miss you day by day,
just leave all of this and no more caring okay?

Midnight 02:10,
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By Yht..