在乎.. Care..

我是不是不能在乎一个人？
还是我太过于奇怪了呢？
有些人喜欢读了信息由得它，
而我却把它想成非常复杂，
到底对方在做么呢？
是不是我说错话呢？
还是根本不想回我？
我会一直想一直想，
也许过去我被这样欺骗过？
就算我告诉自己人家在忙，
可是心里就会不好过。
如何学习不去太过于在乎一个人？
在乎一个人是不好的吗？
还是说别表现出来？
曾经有个人说我，
不管她做什么都导致我乱想，
其实她没有错，
是我太过于在乎她的话，
而导致忽略她的感受。
夜深人静，
听着寂寞寂寞就好。
人生总会出现遗憾与感慨，
把它们収在心里就好了。
Is it i'm can't care someone?
Or i'm too weird than other human?
Someone like to let it after read,
but i'm always will complicated it,
what the people talking with me trying to do?
Or i'm said something wrong to her?
Or she never mean to reply me?
I'm will non-stop thinking about it,
maybe because i'm has been cheat by someone before?
Even if i'm trying to clam down and telling self maybe people are busy,
but my heart feel like got a stone stucking it..
How to learn don't care someone too much?
Or care someone is not a good for me?
Or i'm just don't show it up even if i'm care?
Someone saying me like that,
no matter what her did just will made me think much,
actually she not wrong at all,
just because i'm care what her saying too much,
so that why i'm din't care her feeling at all..
Silent night,
listening sadness music..
A life of human will pass a lot of sorry and misstake,
so we must to learn how to keep they into deeply of heart..

Midnight 01:52,
Page 80,
By Yht..