失眠.. Can't sleep..

不知何时开始，
又失眠了。
很多事情，
只要不去想，
就不会发生与烦恼。
为了妳我曾经吃不下，
睡不着，
当我决定告诉妳，
结果使我更加痛苦。
今天我把一切转移，
还是会很痛苦。
不论情人什么的，
都只是自己在自作多情，
打从以前就没人喜欢自己。
完全失去爱一个人的自信，
连工作都无法集中精神，
我可以继续像以前般，
所思念所牵挂，
都只是妳吗？
我感觉到外面很累，
找爱自己的人真的很累。
Not sure since when,
i'm can't sleep again..
A lot of trouble,
never will happen,
if i'm din't think like that early..
Used i'm can't sleep well,
eat well just because of you,
and just feel more worst,
after i'm told you all my feel..
But cause me more suffer,
what i'm think i could transfer the feeling to other..
No matter how i'm doing,
no one is actually like me at all,
all of this just i'm the one whose thought ppl like me..
Totally lost all the confident,
can't even focus on my job,
can i'm just like what i'm did last time,
full of mind just because of you,
no matter i'm working or sleeping?
I'm felt tired at out here,
i'm really feel tired to searching someone like me from heart..

I'm lost, i'm don't know did i'm really fall into you, or i'm totally take the other people as you.. I'm confused dumb2.. I'm feel bad and tired, what i'm? Last time you can explain or scold me.. Why now we can't like that argue anymore..

Midnight 02:55,
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By Yht..