不能.. Cannot..

我有时候想，
会不会是我想得太多，
算吧，
如果其他人真的能代替妳，
我就不会藏着感情那么久。
很累，
感觉很疲累，
就像当时感觉那样，
如果可以真的希望就这样，
躺在草地上，
什么都不去想，
什么都别在乎。
对妳的感觉还是存在,
既然忘不了，
为什么不就这样由得它，
反正我越想心就越痛。
好想找人谈谈我的心，
却不知如何去开口说，
还是算吧，
没有人会在乎。
只有自己，
才是最关心自己的那个。
Some times i'm was thinking,
is that really i'm did think too much,
what ever,
if there really have people can replace you,
i'm won't hide the feeling so many years..
Tired,
really feel tired come from my heart,
just like what i'm feeling that times,
if can just let go all happen and go away,
i'm wish i could sleep on grass,
do nothing,
and think nothing..
The feeling towards you are still there,
if that feeling is can't be forget,
why don't just let it continue without hiding,
i'm already nothing can lost beside heart still feel pain..
Really hope someone is really know me and talk about my heart,
but there is no one will do,
so just let it,
no one will care..
Only me self,
is the only one will caring my self..

Whatever, i'm already do what i'm trying to cheer up my self, do nothing and let the harder time gone, if there really some one care me, she will did to tell me, hey, you this dumb, just maybe she still finding the map come into me.. So.. there is nothing much i can do right now =')

Night 23:34,
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