爱情.. Love..

爱情是一种很奇怪的感觉，
它既不存在实体，
但是却能影响一个人的行为。
爱情不但存在于少年与青年中，
不管任何年纪都在被爱情折磨，
直到勇敢舍弃爱情，
才算真正的解脱。
原本与过新年不是开开心心吗？
为了什么大家都活得很痛苦呢？
总感觉今天的气氛非常不好，
欢笑不在家中围绕着，
好像远离我们家般似的。
虽然我明白到很多道理，
但是自己却控制不了不去想妳。
在喝下红酒的那刻开始，
我就知道自己在想着妳，
只是我在企图欺骗自己。
夜深的黑夜，
特别想妳，
知道妳不会这样，
所以不想怎样去忘记。
Love is a very special feeling,
it's not a object,
but still can effect all action of a people..
Love not only happen on youth,
it's happen on any age and any times,
can only escape when the people really put down love..
Chinese New Year should be happy for a chinese right?
Why every one living with very suffer of that?
Keep feel something is very wrong of today,
the smile already go away from house,
it's look like go far away from my house..
Although i'm understand many answer,
but i'm still fail to control my self miss you..
When the moment i'm drink the wine,
i'm knew it i'm actually lying my self,
or i'm just trying to lie to my self..
The night of darkness,
will miss you very much,
knew you never will be like this,
so i'm not really wan't to forgot about it..

Midnight 02:00,
Page 75,
by Yht..