选择.. Choice..

刚认识一个朋友，
一个奇怪的朋友。
开始会有蛮多话题，
渐渐就变得奇怪了，
当没话题时，
越想找话题越尴尬。
刚开始我想说，
把她当成一个新开始，
如果能忘记妳更好，
相反的却让我更记得妳。
越接近那女生，
越感觉迷茫。
当时妳没回复我的感觉，
又慢慢发生在我身上。
那种等待妳的回复，
到最后发现原来妳没放上心，
那种疲累的感觉，
我想我不能也不想再承受。
如果要我选择被谁伤害，
我可以选择妳吗？
至少我在感觉被伤害后，
我知道妳还在在乎着我。
突然希望妳创进我梦境，
至少我知道妳从不害我。
Meet a new friend,
a weird friend like you..
Begin have many topics,
after that topics become less,
more "gam gai" is,
when out of topics and i'm still trying bring up new one..
Early that,
i'm try all of this as a new begining,
if could forget you is the better,
but all of this just made me remember much..
More close with her,
i'm feel more lost..
The feel of you no reply me when last gime,
it's slowly happen on me again..
That feel of waiting,
but actually is you din't put on heart,
the tired feeling,
i'm think i can't and don't wan't feel it again..
If can choose hurt by who,
can i just choose you?
At least when i'm feel pain,
i'm knew that you're still caring me..
Hope you step in my dream again,
at least i'm know you never wanna hurt me..

If you read this, please no misunderstanding i'm blame you no reply me again.. What i'm trying bring up is the feel if waiting people reply, not aim-ing you.. I'm apologize that if made you mad again.. I know you never mean to hurt anybody, there just me this selfish people feeling.. Okay, nited and sweet dream.. Sleep well..

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