逃避妳.. Avoid you..

有时候会想，
该不该问人，
关于我和妳的关系，
之后我还是问了，
但是我发觉，
其实不该问，
因为我心中有了答案。
一直寄情于工作，
想把对妳的思念忘记，
原来这完全不行。
后来想说找人陪伴，
更加不行，
只会加深我逃避着妳的事实，
想说算了吧，
可是在夜晚却一直想起妳，
我到底在做什么，
我只是在加深妳的痛苦，
真的对不起。
Sometime will thinking,
should i'm ask people opinion,
about me and you,
but i'm notice that,
everytimes i'm asked,
actually is helpless,
because my heart already have an answer..
Put all the time on working,
try to forgot the feel on you,
but there is absoluty not working..
After that though find people accompany when home,
more worst for this way,
that will keep increase the truth i'm try to avoiding you,
feel just let self keep like that bahh,
but every night keep miss you again and again,
what i'm doing right now?
I'm just increase to hurting you more and more,
I'm really sorry..

Sigh, sorry to miss you again, i'm know i'm should let go, but i'm don't know why i'm can't done it.. Even if i'm know that you will not accept me even you single, but i'm just don't know why i'm still csn't let go.. Sigh, i'm know sorry is useless, but there is nothing i can done beside feel sorry on you..

Day one sleep without music.. Hope can go into dream..

Midnight 12:17,
Page 61,
by Kenny Yht..