怎么啦？ What wrong with me?

很奇怪，
当以为自己不想妳时，
就会某一日突然想起，
感觉心里有些事，
却又不知道什么事。
工作期间，
内心却思念着妳，
真的想知道妳是否会这样。
我到底怎么了？
一直沉迷在虚幻里，
现实妳已经表明了，
他是妳的最爱，
我不可以也不能介入，
可是，
可是我就是放不下。
嗨。
Weird,
when i'm though not miss you,
that feel will come suddenly,
feel something is happen,
but there is don't know what going on..
Working, 
but there heart is miss you,
wish to know will you have this or not..
What happen to me?
Keep living in illusion,
in reality you already make clear,
he is the right one,
i'm can't and unavailable to destroy it..
But,
but i'm can't just put it down..
Sigh..

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