the Truth behind the Bad..

Sometimes human really so funny, they though they could be, even if they insist of it, but they will failed, because they forced their heart made something they don't wan't to..

I'm wan't be the devil, the bad one, for no more hurt feeling to heart, but what i'm now? I'm woke up and really really wish to msg you and scold you, but did it you fault? Your responsible? No.. All this happen because i'm think you much in normal day, so made my night become worst.. If the fate still not enough enjoyable by playing me, i'm really wish to let fate know that, actually i'm nothing more can be playing.. I'm done, even if how much i'm not wish to accepted the truth, your heart occupy by him already, that is the truth, not depend on i'm accept it or not, that is happening right now..

People always said that, the truth is cruel.. Because there is not the answer of happiness, so if future, i'm wish that i'm can be trained until no heart, because when you threw a glass to the floor, it's over, no matter how many apologize, there is same result.. I'm did that to your heart, so that i'm never will let this happen to other anymore..

Don't know why wan't tell you this, maybe i'm tried to earn your pity, even if know you already no care about it, but i'm trying to say is.. You said you felt before what i'm felt now, hope me put down and let go, do you know when someone lost the point to fight for his life, how can he still can move on for pointless? I'm fight for defend you two last time, i'm fight for someone i'm love last time, i'm fight for my family i'm protecting, i'm fight for my future with light, but what if there is no more reason to let you stand up and fight for? Do you felt someone you love leave you? Do you felt the breaking of family? Do you felt you future is hopeless? I'm try to stand up for last few year and i'm did, but now i'm lost the last point to fight, so don't think you know me so much, because you just know i'm don't accept the truth, is because something cause me carry on too much, the truth forced me to the death end, i'm know you not agreed what i'm said, and i'm assuming again, but what if i'm write here and no any respond, beside assuming what can do else..

Game of bad is on,
It's time hide the good,
and show people the bad..