心事说谁知？ Who to tell when down?

过去的这么多天，
告诉很多人我的心事，
有人会说，
那你忘记吧，
也有人说继续傻下去咯，
更有人说我不知怎样帮你。
让我想起一句话，
看热闹的人很多，
真正帮忙的没几个。
当我彷徨无助，
其实只想对妳说心事，
因为过去不管我多烦，
你都不会说一句你很烦，
就像妳说那样，
妳是在乎的，
别再说妳不在乎。
其实不管妳有看我部落格与否，
我都是放不下的，
爱一个人对我来说很痛苦，
因为我被伤害过了，
我怕再一次受伤。
如果爱一个人让我那么痛苦，
我真的不想去寻找爱了。
今天无止尽的想起妳，
也有心事想对妳说，
但是却不敢找妳 =')
So many days has over,
told many people my feel,
some will said,
you forgot her bahh,
some said you mah keep continue stupid lo,
summore some said i'm really don't know how to help..
Remind me a meaning sentence,
when an accident happen,
the people watching is always many then helping..
When i'm felt helpness,
actually i'm really hope tell you my sadness,
because no matter how many complain i'm tell you,
you will never said i'm very fan,
just like what you said,
actually you did care,
don't said you don't care..
No matter you read my blog or not,
i'm still same can't put down,
love someone is very painful for me,
because i'm has been hurt before,
i'm afraid the second time..
If that suffer when i'm loving someone,
i'm really don't wish to searching my love anymore..
Today i'm miss you very much and much,
and hope to tell you my unhappy,
but same as dare not find you..

What if someone sms you and said, hey, how do you do? Chit chat mah? If there will be me, are you will reply? Sigh.. I'm made everything become worst, and no more energy to cheer up..

Midnight 00:38,
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by Kenny Yht..