一种感觉.. A Feel..

天朗气清，
新的星期新的开始，
昨晚睡得很好，
没有梦见妳，
没有特别思念妳，
所以睡眠很好。
当打开眼睛那刻，
已经注定今天是失败。
因为打开眼睛后，
一种莫名的感觉侵入我的脑中，
我无法形容那感觉，
就像在我打开眼那刻，
妳也在打开眼睛。
很可笑吧，
我想我可能得了妄想症。
“遇见妳是我的命运，”
“做朋友是我的选择，”
“爱上妳却不由得我控制。”
昨天看到这句话，
感觉命运还是弄人。
真的想过不写了，
再写下去只会导致妳更受伤，
爱妳就应该停止伤害妳，
是否妳也觉得我该停呢？
男人比女人理性，
而女人比男人感性，
如果这是真的，
为何我们角色对调了呢？
如果男人必须是理性的，
那我就是不幸的那个，
我是进入了感性那群，
所以才会有那么多无谓的妄想？
真的搞不清楚自己，
更别说去寻找自己的爱。
Good weather,
new week new begin,
sleep tight,
din't dream you,
din't miss you very,
so the sleep is very well..
But when i'm open my eye,
there already told me that just a lie..
After i'm opened my eye from sleep,
an unknown feeling step into my mind,
i'm can't explain that feeling,
just like you opened your eye,
and in the same time so do i opened my one..
Funny horh,
maybe i'm get paranoia jor..
"Meet you is my fate,"
"be you friend is my choice,"
"but fall on you beyond my control.."
Read this last night,
felt fate still joking with me..
Really think to stop writing,
keep writing just will continue to hurt you,
if i'm really love you should stop hurting you,
do you feel that i'm should stop too?
Male are rationality than female,
female are emotion than male,
if there is real,
did we exchange our character?
If male must be the group of rationality,
then i'm should is the unlucky one,
because i'm join wrong to emotion one,
that the reason i'm think so much like paranoia?
How to find my love,
if i'm don't even know what i'm need..

Morning 10:04,
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by Yht..