有些事.. There is something..

最近纠缠与当自己不开心，
是不是告诉别人比较好，
可是我发现，
我不再希望让人知道，
每当我不开心，
找人倾诉后的结果，
是失去一位朋友。
与一位小学同学相遇，
原来她离开小学后经历大起大落，
已经变的非常坚强。
很好奇为什么我不能坚强，
看到身边朋友都过得很好，
真的觉得自己迷失了，
那个真正的我究竟去了哪里？
非常努力把忧伤收藏起来，
只有隐藏的越好，
才不会越来越不开心。
Always wondering if i'm unhappy,
should tell people that or not,
but i'm notice that,
i'm no longer wish to tell people my unhappy,
just because the result,
everytimes i'm tell someone my unhappy,
is lost a friend to cheer me up again..
(Every one have their trouble too, Sigh..)
Meet a primary schoolmate early time,
after she left primary school have a suffer time,
and she become very tough now adays..
I'm wondering why i can't be tough,
seen all the friend have a happy life,
i'm feel i'm lost,
where is the really me?
Hidding the sadness very hardful,
need to hide it nicely,
so that can be pretend i'm good..

Morning 11:07,
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by Kenny Yht