恐惧.. Fear..

下坡，
时速不明，
左边罗里，
右边汽车，
中间时速不明的我，
在两架汽车中穿过。
电影中以慢动作播放，
这一切，
发生与今晚回家途中，
可以说幸运，
也可以说玩命。
回家后，
我好怕，
怕的不是死亡，
是我为何享受着那种过程，
我的恐惧感呢？
我会变成什么？
我究竟为什么？
Down hill,
speed unknown,
left side is lorry,
right side is incoming car,
middle crossing with high speed,
sucessfull and closer to crash..
All of this will be playing with slow motion for a movie,
but all of this,
just happened tonight when i'm home,
can say that is lucky,
also can say that to playing with death..
After home,
i'm feel very scare,
what to made me scare is not because of dead,
is about i'm still enjoying that speeding cross..
Where is my sense of fear?
What i will become?
And why for all about this?

I'm afraid that i'm will become worst, what if i'm happened just now? What is the feel of that? Speeding, i'm knew that will be happened someday, no matter how best of the calculation, if i'm miss one mini meter, i'm will gone.. Sigh..