傻子的脑.. Brain of Fool..

很多时候，
我都会想些有的没的，
可能我天生爱幻想吧，
总是胡思乱想的，
导致自己都过得不好。
Lot of the time,
i'm will thinking many much,
maybe that my brain is love do that,
always think this think that,
made self live till so unhappy..

不知道是第几次，
每次梦到妳，
都告诉自己说，
不能有下次了，
别再乱想了，
可是总会有下次，
是我的脑还有妳，
还是我根本不想忘记妳？
我不知道，
真的真的不知道。
Don't know this is how many times,
every times dream of you,
i'm will telling self that,
don't think so much,
but the always have the second dreams,
is my brain still got the shadow of your,
or i'm actually don't hope to forgot you?
I'm don't know,
really really don't know that..

有时会埋怨自己，
为什么还要写部落格？
为什么还不能忘记这种感觉？
为什么明知道没结果，
却不肯放开？
为什么让自己活得那么痛，
是我傻吗？
为什么我就不能像其他人，
过去就由得它过去？
为什么我总会执着于过去，
总不能放开过去？
让自己往前走，
为什么我都做不到这些？
Sometimes really hated self,
Why still wan't write blog?
Why still can't forgot the feel?
Why knew that no result of us,
still don't let it go,
Why let self live till so suffer,
is i'm the stupid people?
Why i'm just can't like other people,
let the past go when it's gone?
Why i'm always look back,
can't just let it go?
Let self move forward,
simple like that but why i'm can't done it?

Fool like me even knew tired,
but still don't let self rest,
keep do that,
maybe one day i'm will fall,
but i'm really..
Really still miss you like all the time,
really don't know how to comment self,
Nothing can help people like me bahh..
Sigh..
Good Nited and sweet dream leh,
Dumb2..

Midnight 02:00,
Page 33,
by Kenny Yht..