不应该.. Should not to..

今天犹豫了很久，

到底要不要写呢？

想了又想，

最后还是坚持每天写一次，

算了吧，

谁又会在乎我写与否。

Hesitant for a time,

should i'm write or stop?

Think again and again,

at the end just let it continue,

what ever bahh,

who will care i'm continue or not..

其实就算怎样写，

写的人不会知道，

看得人心里的感受，

看得人也只能想象，

想象写的人的感受，

好像很复杂酱，

其实我想说的是，

我不明白一切，

不明白为何我非写不可，

不明白为何我想忘记妳，

却一直一直还在想念妳。

Actually what i'm wrote,

i'm will never knew,

the feel of the person whose is reading,

and the person whose is reading,

just can only imaging the feel of writer,

look like very complicated,

actually what i'm trying to say,

i'm can't understanding all,

can't understand why i'm has to continue,

can't understand why i'm trying to forgot you,

but in the last i'm just keep miss you always always..

昨天睡得不好，

起来后身体又病了，

老人家常说，

心病不说出来，

就会熬成病来，

是这样的吗？

还是我因为放不下，

所以就由得自己，

让自己继续过着颓废的生活呢？

Last night has a bad sleep,

after wake up feel not very well,

the old man always said that,

when you are sick in heart and don't said it,

will made your body follow to sick,

is that true?

Or just because i'm can't put it down,

so that i'm let my self,

let my self live like a monster life?

Same miss the person should not to be..

Night 23:39,

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by Kenny Yht..