阴暗面.. The dark side..

今天不知怎么了，
感觉不是很好，
一直在想，
我们现在算什么？
Don't know what wrong of today,
feel not very well,
keep thinking that,
what situation we're now..?

说是朋友的关系，
又不太算是，
平常如果表白失败，
女的会避开男的，
但为何我却想避开妳，
而妳却想我放开，
从新当回朋友呢？
Said that is friendship,
but we not really like fren did now,
normally if boi tell gal the feeling but failed,
gal is the one whose avoid the boi,
why now i'm the one whose wanna avoid you,
and you wan't me to let go,
be friend with fresh?

算是妳想帮我，
但是我却怕面对妳，
所以就不敢找妳，
是这样的吗？
回到家，
都会莫名看下电话，
希望有妳给的信息，
却每次都不会出现，
不可能出现的，
知道这却想骗自己，
真是无可救药的傻子。
Is that you try to help me,
but i'm afraid to face on you,
so dare not to find you,
is that our situation?
Everyday after work,
will check the phone,
hope can saw you send me something,
but dissapointed every days,
that is impossible happen,
even knew that but still try lie to self,
really is a fool with hopeless..

The moon of today was big and beautiful,
even if the moon show it prefect side,
behind the moon was still darkness and lonely..
No matter how i'm smile infront of everyones,
even if i'm show my prefect status to people,
but behind of my is same as the moon..
Darkness and lonely,
just because i'm hiding well,
that why no one can see..
Today..? Same miss you,
i'm sorry,
take care yourself..
Nited and sweet dream, dumb2..

Trying to stop the blog,
who care,
no one will care about someone,
they never see his truely side,
if you read and know my feel,
please know that,
like you is my business,
i'm never beg or hope that,
you will feel on me anymore,
even if i'm feel lonely,
i'm will and has to biasa,
i'm choose this for my future..
Dumb and foolish RascaL..

Midnight 00:20,
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by Kenny Yht..