又搞砸.. Screw up again..

心情很差很差，
刚又搞砸了，
感觉很内疚，
为什么就不能装傻？
就继续装不在乎，
可是我很想让妳知道，
我不是妳，
我不会把心事藏的那么好。
Feel very very bad mood,
screw up again,
feel very guilty,
why i'm don't art fool more?
Just pretend i'm don't care,
but i'm hope you understand,
i'm not you,
can't hide anything very good..

其实我想让妳知道，
我不会把心事藏的好，
因为我在乎，
妳告诉我不开心，
我当然希望妳告诉我，
因为这样我就知道，
原来妳不开心了，
我不可以只在乎自己，
我想了一次又一次，
别问妳，
千万别问妳，
就这样装下去，
可是我的心很痛，
对不起，
我不会说话，
让妳那么生气，
是的每次我都搞砸，
每次我都把气氛弄得那么差，
对不起，
我不配妳当我朋友，
Actually i'm hope let you know,
i'm can't hide everything good as you,
because i'm care,
when you told me your unhappy,
of course i'm hope you let me know,
because if i'm know,
i'm can care about your feel,
i'm think that again and again,
don't ask you,
absolutly don't ask you,
just pretend nothing like last night,
but my heart very pain very pain,
i'm sorry,
i'm don't know talk well,
made you angry again,
yea i'm screw up everytimes,
everytimes i'm made that situation to worst,
i'm sorry,
i'm not worth be your friend..

现在写的一切，
真的是我的心情，
我想到什么就写什么了，
是的我喜欢妳，
从六年前就喜欢妳，
我觉得那天妳不开心，
我也因为妳不开心所以睡不着，
我不明白为什么要告诉我，
我那时觉得妳怎么了？
之后妳说了妳的事，
我才知道发生那么多，
我很心疼妳，
很不开心自己帮不到妳，
我想逗你开心，
之后看到妳好多了，
我才忍不住问妳，
其实我心里想问妳的是，
是不是想给我希望，
现在知道不是了，
又怎样，
我心在淌血，
我很怕妳不再告诉我妳的事，
我很怕妳不再在乎我，
我很怕以后都没联系，
很多我都很怕，
可是我不能决定什么，
因为我喜欢妳，
而妳却心有所属，
妳知道吗，
我真的真的很喜欢妳了。
Everything i'm wrote,
is really really my real feel,
what i'm thinking and i'm feel,
yea i'm fall to you,
since six year ago i'm did,
i'm feel you unhappy that day,
because of you i'm feel unhappy until can't sleep,
i'm wonder why you need me to know,
i'm feel what happen to you that moment,
after you told me everything,
i'm knew that a lot happen to you,
i'm feel sad for you,
and upset self can't help you at all,
i'm hope to made you smile again,
after saw you feel better,
i'm baru dare to ask,
actually i'm was asking is,
do you give me hope again?
Now i'm know that not,
but what next?
My heart is bleeding,
i'm afraid you never tell me your thing again,
i'm afraid you never care again,
i'm afraid we never contact again,
many many i'm fear,
but i'm not the one made decision,
because i'm fall to you,
but your heart is occupy by him,
do you know?
I'm really really fall in deep on you..

I'm sorry for i'm din't keep the friendship nicely,
I'm sorry for everything i'm hurting you,
I'm sorry for i'm keep made the situation until now,
I'm sorry for everything,
I'm really...
really...
really...
very miss you today...
I'm sorry for this...

Midnight 12:40,
Page 46,
by Kenny Yht..