夜.. Night..

想说就别写了，
越写反而越让自己烦恼，
更不知道写来为什么，
感觉很累很累，
却无法放下所有后休息。
Feel that don't write this blog anymore,
write more just made self feel more upset,
don't know why keep doing this,
felt tired very very much,
but just can't put down and take a rest..

不管告诉自己多少次，
每次起来或临睡前，
告诉自己别再想妳，
可是一次又一次的失败。
姐姐曾经告诉我，
不管多爱一个人，
别让她知道你多爱她，
因为当你真的很爱，
你就是注定失败那个。
Tell to self many times,
everytime wake up or before sleep,
told to self don't think her,
but fail everytimes..
Sister was telling me last time,
no matter how much you love her,
do not let her know how much you did,
because you was love her so much,
that means you already mark as the suffer one..

不让自己爱上妳，
原来比想象中难，
为何我要对妳非爱不可，
爱情真是复杂，
算了，
我没资格谈恋爱，
更别说爱上妳，
我..是想妳，
但也只能默默去想妳，
晚安了，
希望孤独的夜，
我能睡得着。
That is harder then my imagine,
don't let self love you,
why i'm must have the feel on you,
love really very complicated,
fine lehh,
i'm not qualifie to love,
summore not to love you,
i'm.. still miss you,
but only can miss you quietly,
Good nited,
hope the lonely night,
i'm can fall slp..

我的微笑，
只是装饰，
因为我还，
默默喜欢着妳。

Midnight 04:05,
Page 36,
by Kenny Yht..