原意.. Original Intent..

一直坚持写下去，
却忽略当初写的原意，
当初为了什么而写，
是为了记录自己的心情，
却变成必须写给妳看，
这变质的原意，
不再有意思了。
Keep self to continue writing,
but ignore the point of why begin blogger,
the reason of writing has been distorted,
begin time is for record the feel of everyday,
but now is begin write for you,
that meaning are distorted,
become meanless..

尝试装可怜博妳同情，
但是结果是自欺欺人，
一个那么不成熟的人，
又有谁会同情呢？
违背了对妳的一切承诺，
还祈望妳会关心，
真是天真得可笑。
Try art pity to earn your compassion,
the result of course is lie self and lie people,
a people handle everything like a kid,
how can be earn people sympathy?
break all the promise i'm made,
still hope you will care,
really naive and funny..

告诉自己不要在乎妳看与否，
只要记下今天的开心与不开心，
不就对得起自己了吗？
要告诉妳的都说了，
妳也告诉我答案了，
我还能祈求再多吗？
不能了因为我不配得到更多，
连自己都不在乎自己，
还希望妳在乎我，
可笑，
呵呵.. 呵呵..
Tell to self don't care you're reading or not,
just record the happiness and sadness of day,
at least can let self feel better right?
What should telling you already done all,
you also let me know the answer,
how could i'm still hope except the more?
No, because i'm unworthy to earn more,
even i'm din't care about my self,
summore hope you care about me,
quite funny,
her her.. her her..

Writing under the light,
feel quite lonely,
but the feel of lonely,
not worst then the feel of heart..

Midnight 02:02,
Page 40,
by Kenny Yht..