自欺，欺人.. Lie self, Lie people..

对人说安慰的话，
却不懂得安慰自己，
这就是我的性格吗？
到底我为什么还要想念妳，
明明知道一切不可能，
真的不明白我自己。
Know to comfort people,
but don't know comfort self,
is that my real nature?
Why i'm still miss you always,
i'm knew that was impossible very clear,
i'm really don't know what i'm wan't..

我知道有人在看我的部落格，
当然会希望那是妳，
但是我不敢再追求答案，
因为我不知道妳是怎样想，
我只知道，
妳把我当成真正的朋友，
只是我不够大方，
不能接受妳成为朋友。
I'm knew someone was reading my blog,
of course i'm hope that was you,
but i'm dare not to know the answer,
because i'm really don't know how your thinking,
i'm just know that,
you really took me as a real friend,
just i'm the one whose don't wanna to,
accept you be my friend..

心中还真的隐瞒很多事，
不知道该告诉谁，
也不知道妳有没有看，
其实我们的关系算什么？
如果妳有在看我的部落格，
妳知道我每天都还在发梦，
就连以前最简单的向你发简讯，
我都不敢去做，
我到底是想怎么呢？
是我导致我们关系这样，
现在却又后悔，
真是的-
I'm still hiding many thing,
don't know who to tell,
i'm don't know you reading it anot,
actually what is our kaitan right now?
If you're really reading my blog,
you will know i'm still dreaming everyday,
the simple action like sms with you last time,
i'm dare not to do now,
what i'm thinking about?
Is i'm made the situation right now,
but i'm very regret now,
really............

心情真的很不好，
想妳又不对，
强迫自己忘记妳又不对，
到底什么是喜欢一个人？
喜欢一个人痛苦，
还是爱上一个人痛苦呢？
一句老掉牙的话说，
爱上一个人只需一眨眼的时间，
忘记一个人却需一人生的时间。
还是默默想妳好了 =/
晚安。
Feel very bad,
miss you was wrong,
force self to forgot you also wrong,
what is the feel of like someone?
Like someone was pain,
or Love someone more painful?
The got a old school joke,
Love someone just need a second,
but forgot someone need take a life..
I'm just miss you with quietly better =/
Nited and sweet dreams..

Midnight 12:43,
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by Kenny Yht..