失去联系.. Disconnected..

已经几天了，
每次起来都会想，
妳有在看部落格吗？
可是希望总带来失望，
只要希望几次，
就会失望几次，
看来妳完全放弃我了 =')
Already few days,
everyday wake up will checking,
do you read my blog again?
But hope always bring the disappointed,
mores i'm hoping,
mores i'm disappointing,
look like you totally give up on me =')

宁静的深夜，
人也感觉特别的孤独，
仿佛世界剩下自己般，
心中有话想告诉妳，
却无法开口，
只能默默的想念妳，
想念妳一次又一次，
不管告诉自己停止这样多少次，
最终还是失败的去想妳。
Midnight with silence,
the feel of lonely special heavy,
feel like the world left me alone,
many word stuck inside the heart,
but dare not to tell you,
only can miss you with quiet and hidden,
miss you again and again,
no matter how many times tell self should stopping all of this,
but at the end is failed and continue to miss you..

会想说妳怎么了，
还好吗？
是回家度过圣诞和新年吗？
还是妳又生病了呢？
突然的断绝了联系，
就像当初我丢下妳一样，
这感觉我现在明白了，
想妳却不敢找妳，
当初妳的感觉是这样吗？
Really hope to know how are you,
are you all right?
Do you wen't home and passed Christmas and New Year with family?
Or you sick again?
Suddenly disconnect like this..
same as that time i'm did on you,
the feel of you i'm felt now,
miss you but can't find you,
is it this your feeling on that time?

How are you?
Sigh..
Sorry for i'm can't forget the feeling,
even if you disappear from my life,
but your shadow still live inside my mind..

Midnight 01:05,
Page 43,
by Kenny Yht..